i'm feeling so damn low. ya it;'s my birthday rite... ya rite. i'm still low.
so damn emo. it's a emo day. my birthday is the worst.
nvm
i'm alive.
hope is countless.
no need at all
to feel sad for this fallen in this class.
hope is countless
coz this class is less than 0.000001% of the whole wide world.
out there waiting
are countless opportunities.
no need to be emo or sad, idiot.
i'm alive.
hope's countless.
loner of 109.
heelllo!
yeeah!
i just changed my blogskin and has just started renewing my blog n sorry everything still so empty=(... hahah hope u dont blame me!!!
after eoy i'll definitely spend A LOT OF time on my blog,
beautifying it and making soooooooooooooo sympa et belle!!!!
I JUST REVEVED MY BLOG!!!!
warning: it'll be dead for 3 - 4 weeks until i'm done with troublesome eoys and my after-exam matters to settle. BE WARNED. haha j.k.anyway today i had my french test =)))
i passed!!!
at least that's what i think!!! i wish myself MORE LUCK!!!
so i can get at least 98% of what i say...
hymmm.... i'm appearing so hyper...
personal stuffs n may appear weird to other ppl except those who knows me well=)
... err i still dont quite get much feelings.
my heart's still plasteres with a layer of ice...
u cant expect real feelings to come out of the heart
escaping the layer of ice ... i suppose..?
i'm so scared of pain,
i dont dare tear off the ice..
coz all the wounds i had, especially from her...
will inflict pain on me...
i dont tink tats quite gd...
it'll affect me ... i tink...
but sometimes the ice do melts.
i cant control but... all i do is tell it to freeze again..?
i sppose tats bad...
but i dont like to taste the old pain...
perhaps i'll only ket it melt after eoys...
so tat i can be a full mugger for exam n score excel results n after tat be a super gd gal n fren with feelings ... and pain..?
AS I'VE SAID, MOST PPL WILL NOT HAVE UNDERSTOOD THE ABOVE... SO DONT WORRY... COZ AS I SAID... IT'S PERSONAL STUFFS :I
DONT THINK TAT je suis fous!!! je ne suis pas fous=) haha thats all
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oh ya!!
REMEMBER TO WISH ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY ON 29/9!!!! NEXT MON!!!! =) I WANNA COUNT HOW MANY "HAPPY BIRTHDAYS" I RECEIVED!!! (not presents-.-)I HATE ORANGE!THATS.. umm not me..
anyway..nvm
JINCHENG=) (I LOVE MY NAME.)