yeah!i just got my darling black rosin!!!!!!!!! muhahahahaha muahahahah!but.... i just .... i... i.......... i
i cant get over the dream....
IT'S A TOTAL NIGHTMARE
but the starting was sort of nice, not having any relation with the.. nightmare part...
thenthen........ then...
i dunno why i had such dreams... but believe me, this 's not a normal nightmareof a teenage girl of things like ghosts or pregnancy blahblah.....
but i ... i .... i dunno why....
BUT
I SWEAR I'LL NEVER EVER NEVER IN ALL MY LIVES DO SUCH A THING...
it's so damn freaking n alive n appear so real ... n it's so different from any dreams i had b4....
towards the end of the dream, when i was still in it,
i remember,
sth just told me it had to b a dream it had to b a dream!
then it told me i'm waking up soon....
then i did...
but i didnt broke out in cold sweat...
i remember my clammy sweaty hands in the dream,
the brownish yellow rope...
i.. it's so clear...
i cant forget.... omg... why am i so bad?
NONO IT'S .. IT'S I-M-P-O-S-S-I-B-L-E!!!!!!!!!!!!
i .. realy dunno wad ... wad 2 do?
BUT I WILL NV ALLOW ANYTHING NEAR IT 2 HAPPEN IN REAL LIFE...
there's only 2 other dreams which i remember v. clearly (sadly, they're all nightmares...)
1) in my dream, i was sleeping (tats weird...) i had the rustles of bushes outside the windows... a creepy owl slowly landed on the trees (somehow, the trees reached outside my windows... which is on the 8th floor.... weird) it spoke. in a creepy voice, it said " yi1 chua4 shi2, shi2 chua2 bai3, bai3 chua2 qian1, qian1 chua4 wan4...." then somehow it ended...2) in my dream... i was walking by a blk... then i saw a gross thing ... the ants eating up some kind of disgusting insect. somehow, i went near it, or rather it just became nearer 2 me... i woke up.... n broke up in cold sweat... then... i turned my head 2 the side .............. n omg !!!.... they... they were rite in fromt of my eyes... n guessed wads my reaction?... without screaming, i ran all the way 2 my parents' bedroom..... hurhur.... then when they went there wif me, they were gone... but... but... everything looked so damn real... ...
any haha... i shall try to forget tat dream n love mum more than anyone n anthing n more than everything! ... bb....