i suddenly feel like posting
coz i saw her post.
honestly i'm really very scared,
what u said really made me very depressed
i didnt know it could be so fragile.
i really didnt know.
i thought it would last.
that was the first time i knew about it.
honestly, i'm scared of losing it.
i'll treasure every moment coz we dunno when it'll end..
i'm scared.
i want it to last.
but there's so litttle possibility.
maybe i should b numb again.
at least i wont get hurt. at least i wont feel so hurt if it really happens.
i know i should. but even till now, i'm still so scared of reality.
i really wish everything, everything could just be like in fairytales.
but only the fact that, this is totally impossible.
YEA! our rough draft is abt to finish... lol. ok i mean we'll finish our whole script on sat!!!! jiayou! haha i shall do at least half of the real script tmr! n minhui agreed 2 help us film!!!!!!!!!! yea:] thx
n abt that advertisement thing hor,
if sining really confirms...
i shall advertise sth onto my blog LOL.
haha...:}
see i updated!
hello.
i havent post finish haha...
where was i? wait.oh ya
ok
i dun really know how 2 deal with that.
i end up worse than her everytime, even more uncontrollable -.-(ppl who now me know i'm talkming abt
mom...)that's when i'm depressed , at a lighter stage.
and she said clogging is boliao-.- and she leng xiao and went away... i'm like mo ming qi miao (MMQM) again.
-.-
wanna know what i'm like when i reach the highest stage of depression?
i'll just talk softly and coldly
coz i dun wanna have any emotion and coz i've given up-.-
and dun wanna feel anything
lol
i wad think about class gathering,
i was wondering why all of us wanna go back see our old calssmates,
to see frens of coz,
but then i guess some ppl went back 2 see ppl they like LOL. (i'm not talking abt me, me not included here.)
i'm go there 2 see frens haha...
lol.
i wonder is we treasure every single moment of our life, treating it as our last sec, whether it will change our life totally,
we always try2 tell ourselves this,
but we only try, try 2 remember,
me for instance
when do we actually remember?
ANYONE WANTS HAMSTERS? 2 HAMSTERS? pls tell me... my bro sensitive 2 the hamsters.... i'm afraid i need 2 give them away temporarily...'ello
:] it was damn fun studying with jasmine today!
n sining lighting up the atmosphere (though the atmosphere isn't heavy at all, not at all lol):]
hehe jasmine said actually she wanted 2 crap alot with me, thats what i wanted 2 ...
but then we ended up seriously mugging 0.o
of coz i know why!
i was damn sleepy haha slept at 2 yesterday!!-.-
so i was the sleepyhead throughout,
and if i dont crap that much, she cant crap that much heself coz she isn't as great as me in crapping:]
muahaha.
and poolside was closed-.- and we have to waste time to go to coronation-.- LOL. and
i pulled out sining's rubber band and passed it to jasmine and miraculously (or should i say obviously), it disappeared,
now i owe her 1 buck LOL.
then it started raining after sining left, the sky wasn't just raining cats and dogs, it was throwing down buckets of water along with the generous sound of thunder (i tink coz it's buy 1 get 1 free)
lol... i was getting sleepier and sleepier and i laid my head on he table and slept!
amazingly, the tremendously loud thunder didnt scare me at all, i was too sleepy to care-.-
LOL.
and jasmine is damn bored of coz haha.. n she said my present is cute! haha.
i really cant tahan her anymore, she's like screaming at me the whole day.. i dunno how...
but when i feel momingqimiao, and when she makes me even more moming qimiao, i'll just go crazy and impatient coz i dont understand...
ya i'm very badtempered when i get more and more momingqimiao..
i couldn't accept any fact when everything goes moming qimiao (莫名其妙)
who can counsel me?
she's just like totally mad and out of control sometimes...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINEHAHA PS YESTERDAY DIDNT GET 2 POST!!!!!!!!!
hello i just read jasmine's blogg...
especially the part on emoing.
I REMEMBER I WAS EMOING ALONE IN THE LIBRARY DURING YOUTH DAY FUNFAIR LAST YEAR haha interesting right? i agree... such a loner.
i was just randomly flipping through comics when i could hear all the laughters coming from downstairs...
i feel nothing that time, honestly. i was just plain cold and frozen and beaten.
ya. ok ... nvm tat... let's skip it..
ANYONE WANTS HAMSTERS? 2 HAMSTERS? pls tell me... my bro sensitive 2 the hamsters.... i'm afraid i need 2 give them away temporarily...hello ya jasmine's very nice just that talking to her is like... talking shit .... haha j.k. la
bernice nicer 2 to talk 2 lol.. jasmine actually oso haha...
N HOR JASMINE u didnt call me at 11 yesterday HURH! (learnt this word from u-.-sadsad)
ok today got co prac haha... n i feel quite bad abt the audi prac, mrs yee was pointing 2 xyz 2 look n hear dizi... oopsss... i guess we really sux in that performance]:
we'll buck up...
honestly i always messed up lunch pracs...
umm.. btw.. i dno how 2 change or what 2 do 2 make u change and i dunno what suddenly caused such reaction of u... i really want to help u but i dunno how. we did what we were in charge of neatly and finished le... we are not angry and we want comments.. but i dno why u're so upset, u dao me all the time and sometimes i really wish u could just tell me where i'm at fault so that at least u can feel better if i try 2 change...
( i tink u know who i'm talking 2... if u read this...)
hello i havent blogged for like 1000 years (even though i'm like only 13+ years old LOL.)
hahaha...
ok let's talk about today.
ok i discovered how chim bernice's blog is LOL.
we did om from 8 to 6.40 today haha...
we wrote a new script! (jasmine and bernice so funny haha thx:])
and finished in the speed record of 2.5hours (but the script still needs a little editting-.-)
and the small model vehicle can work!! :] thx minghui and jialing haha
and thx for trying ur best to fix the props, samatha and amanda:]
i was going to pour this container of dirty water into the sink when i realised that there's 2 cats in our sch haha :] (tat creepier cat's fur looked really smooth and silky haha like those expensive species...) another one's the car with bloack fur and white belly.
the fur not tat silky haha....
when i went 2 pour away water in the afternoon, i was looking at those 2 cats and when i turn back
i screamed
there was a cat sitting on the shelve above
STARING AT ME-.-
ok it really gave me a shock-.-
so there were 2 cats 0,0 hahaahaha... n tat car looked damn fierce-.-
ok me ber and jas ate 2 ,meals today!! haha all rice hurhur....
lol... ok.
OM TEAM:] JIAYOU. (i know we had internal conflicts but i hope we can patch up soon coz no matter what we are taking the same stage at the same time with the common goal of acting our parts out and doing our best and we have to work as a team. ok i know sometimes i piss ppl off. ok we'll try 2 prevent such conflicts...)
JIAYOU we can do it.
:]
hello..
hihi umm i was searching for blogskins i've created a new blog lol. dno whether i should continue this blog or use a new one? >.<
lol. ok yesterday, really sory bernice... hurhur.... i didnt mean it ]: sryy..
n u 2 read my inbox n sent smses=.- !!!
but the "I LIKE YOU CANNOT ISSIT" was damn funny hahaahaha...
ok i dont mean to laugh but it's pure funny:]
n we shared a bottle of mineral water!!
-.- n a cup of "tap water"...
oh dear i have to type fininsh this whole post within 4 min coz i'll b banished off my dearest comp with 4 min-.- ok only left 4 min...
ya exactly me poor thing right?
-.-
ok i'm very pissed coz a black cat cross my path today. i've avoiding tat black cat since the start of this year from crossing my path. n it just crossed radomly today!!! raaaaaaaaarrr-.-
ok i'll make sure i pull a white cat across my path soon... (hopefully i'm so nice tat the white cat crosses my path by itself:]) OK THEY SAY IF U DONT BELIEVE IN IT NOTHING WILL HAPPEN.
OK I DUN BELIEVE IN SUCH SUPERSTITIOUS THINGS... i'm tyrying to tell myself so.... hurhur....
my erhu pieces playing sux hurhur.. nv prac... hopefully my seniors n tchers dun see this :x
lol i'll link weiyu
okkkk i shall end here.... i cant believe i finished this post within 4 min-.-